Miss Mayfield flushed a little at this practical direct answer to her half-figurative question.However,she began to think that moral Alpine-climbing youth might have pecuniary restrictions in their high ambitions,and that the hero of "Excelsior"might have succumbed to more powerful opposition than the wisdom of Age or the blandishments of Beauty.
"You mean that poverty up there is more expensive?""Yes,miss."
"But you would like to live there?"
"Yes."
They were both silent.Miss Mayfield glanced at Jeff under the corners of her lashes.He was leaning against a tree,absorbed in thought.Accustomed to look upon him as a pleasing picturesque object,quite fresh,original,and characteristic,she was somewhat disturbed to find that to-day he presented certain other qualities which clearly did not agree with her preconceived ideas of his condition.He had abandoned his usual large top-boots for low shoes,and she could not help noticing that his feet were small and slender as were his hands,albeit browned by exposure.His ruddy color was gone too,and his face,pale with sorrow and experience,had a new expression.His buttoned-up coat and white collar,so unlike his usual self,also had its suggestions--which Miss Mayfield was at first inclined to resent.Women are quick to notice and augur more or less wisely from these small details.
Nevertheless,she began in quite another tone.
"Do you remember your mother--MR.--MR.--BRIGGS?"Jeff noticed the new epithet."No,miss;she died when I was quite young.""Your father,then?"
Jeff's eye kindled a little,aggressively."I remember HIM.""What was he?"
"Miss Mayfield!"
"What was his business or profession?"
"He--hadn't--any!"
"Oh,I see--a gentleman of property."
Jeff hesitated,looked at Miss Mayfield hurriedly,colored,and did not reply.
"And lost his property,Mr.Briggs?"With one of those rare impulses of an overtasked gentle nature,Jeff turned upon her almost savagely."My father was a gambler,and shot himself at a gambling table."Miss Mayfield rose hurriedly."I--I beg your pardon,Mr.Jeff."Jeff was silent.
"You know--you MUST know--I did not mean--"
No reply.
"Mr.Jeff!"
Her little hand fluttered toward him,and lit upon his sleeve,where it was suddenly captured and pressed passionately to his lips.
"I did not mean to be thoughtless or unkind,"said Miss Mayfield,discreetly keeping to the point,and trying weakly to disengage her hand."You know I wouldn't hurt your feelings.""I know,Miss Mayfield."(Another kiss.)
"I was ignorant of your history."
"Yes,miss."(A kiss.)
"And if I could do anything for you,Mr.Jeff--"She stopped.
It was a very trying position.Being small,she was drawn after her hand quite up to Jeff's shoulder,while he,assenting in monosyllables,was parting the fingers,and kissing them separately.Reasonable discourse in this attitude was out of the question.She had recourse to strategy.
"Oh!"
"Miss Mayfield!"
"You hurt my hand."
Jeff dropped it instantly.Miss Mayfield put it in the pocket of her sacque for security.Besides,it had been so bekissed that it seemed unpleasantly conscious.
"I wish you would tell me all about yourself,"she went on,with a certain charming feminine submission of manner quite unlike her ordinary speech;"I should like to help you.Perhaps I can.You know I am quite independent;I mean--"She paused,for Jeff's face betrayed no signs of sympathetic following.
"I mean I am what people call rich in my own right.I can do as Iplease with my own.If any of your trouble,Mr.Jeff,arises from want of money,or capital;if any consideration of that kind takes you away from your home;if I could save you THAT TROUBLE,and find for you--perhaps a little nearer--that which you are seeking,Iwould be so glad to do it.You will find the world very wide,and very cold,Mr.Jeff,"she continued,with a certain air of practical superiority quite natural to her,but explicable to her friends and acquaintances only as the consciousness of pecuniary independence;"and I wish you would be frank with me.Although Iam a woman,I know something of business."
"I will be frank with you,miss,"said Jeff,turning a colorless face upon her."If you was ez rich as the Bank of California,and could throw your money on any fancy or whim that struck you at the moment;if you felt you could buy up any man and woman in California that was willing to be bought up;and if me and my aunt were starving in the road,we wouldn't touch the money that we hadn't earned fairly,and didn't belong to us.No,miss,I ain't that sort o'man!"How much of this speech,in its brusqueness and slang,was an echo of Yuba Bill's teaching,how much of it was a part of Jeff's inward weakness,I cannot say.He saw Miss Mayfield recoil from him.It added to his bitterness that his thought,for the first time voiced,appeared to him by no means as effective or powerful as he had imagined it would be,but he could not recede from it;and there was the relief that the worst had come,and was over now.
Miss Mayfield took her hand out of her pocket."I don't think you quite understand me,Mr.Jeff,"she said quietly;"and I HOPE Idon't understand you."She walked stiffly at his side for a few moments,but finally took the other side of the road.They had both turned,half unconsciously,back again to the "Half-way House."Jeff felt,like all quarrel-seekers,righteous or unrighteous,the full burden of the fight.If he could have relieved his mind,and at the next moment leaped upon Yuba Bill's coach,and so passed away--without a further word of explanation--all would have been well.But to walk back with this girl,whom he had just shaken off,and who must now thoroughly hate him,was something he had not preconceived,in that delightful forecast of the imagination,when we determine what WE shall say and do without the least consideration of what may be said or done to us in return.No quarrel proceeds exactly as we expect;people have such a way of behaving illogically!
