How Florence too, in long abstracted fit Of soul-wrapt musing, for whole hours would sit;Nor even the power of music, friend, or book, Could chase her deep forgetfulness of look;And how, when questioned - with an indrawn sigh, In vague and far-off phrase, she made reply, And smiled and struggled to be gay and free, And then relapsed in dreaming reverie.
How when of Leon she was forced to speak, Unbidden crimson mantled in her cheek;And when he entered, how her eye would swim, And strive to look on every one but him;Yet, by unconscious fascination led, In quick short glance each moment tow'rds him fled.
How he, too, seemed to shun her speech and gaze, And yet he always lingered where she was;Though nothing in his aspect or his air Told that he knew she was in presence there;But an appearance of constrained distress, And a dull tongue of moveless silentness, And a down drooping eye of gloom and sadness, Oh! how unlike his former face of gladness.
"'Tis plain! too plain! and I am lost," she cried;And in that thought her last good feeling died.
That thought of hopeless sorrow seemed to dart A thousand stings at once into her heart;But a strong effort quelled it, and she gave The next to hatred, vengeance, and the grave.
Her face was calmly stern, and but a glare Within her eyes - there was no feature there That told what lashing fiends her inmates were;Within - there was no thought to bid her swerve From her intent - but every strained nerve Was settled and bent up with terrible force, To some deep deed, far, far beyond remorse;No glimpse of mercy's light her purpose crost, Love, nature, pity, in its depths were lost;Or lent an added fury to the ire That seared her soul with unconsuming fire;All that was dear in the wide earth was gone, She loved but two, and these she doted on With passionate ardour - and the close strong press Of woman's heart-cored, clinging tenderness;These links were torn, and now she stood alone, Bereft of all, her husband, sister - gone!
Ah! who can tell that ne'er has known such fate, What wild and dreadful strength it gives to hate?
What had she left? Revenge! Revenge! was there;He crushed remorse and wrestled down despair:
Held his red torch to memory's page, and threw A bloody stain on every line she drew;She felt dark pleasure with her frenzy blend, And hugged him to her heart, and called him friend.
When sorrowing clouds the face of heaven deform, And hope's bright star sets darkly in the storm, Around us ghastly shapes and phantoms swim, And all beyond is formless, vague, and dim, Or life's cold barren path before us lies, A wild and weary waste of tears and sighs;From the lorn heart each sweetening solace gone, Abandoned, friendless, withered, lost, and lone;And when with keener pangs we bleed to know That hands beloved have struck the deepest blow;That friends we deemed most true, and held most dear, Have stretched the pall of death o'er pleasure's bier;Repaid our trusting faith with serpent guile, Cursed with a kiss, and stabbed beneath a smile;What then remains for souls of tender mould?
One last and silent refuge, calm and cold -A resting place for misery's gentle slave;Hearts break but once, no wrongs can reach the grave.
Rest ye, mild spirits of afflicted worth!
Sweet is your slumber in the quiet earth;And soon the voice of heaven shall bid you rise To meet rewarding smiles in yonder skies.
But where, for solace, shall the bosom turn For death too strong - for tears - too proudly stern?
When shall the lulling dews of peace descend On hearts that cannot break and will not bend?
Ah! never, never - they are doomed to feel Pains that no balm of heaven or earth can heal;To live in groans, and yield their parting breath Without a joy in life - or hope in death.
Yet, for a while, one living hope remains, That nerves each fibre and the soul sustains;One desperate hope, whose agonizing throes Are bitterer far than all the worst of woes;A hope of crime and horrors, wild and strange As demon thoughts - that hope is thine, Revenge!
'Twas this that gave, oh! Ellinor, to thee A strength to bear thy matchless misery:
Though the hot blood ran boiling in her brain, And rolled a tide of fire through every vein, Though many a rushing voice of blighted bliss Struck on her mental ears, like adders' hiss;That hope gave gloomy fierceness to her eye, Dash'd down the tear, repress'd the unloading sigh;Fixed her wan quivering lip, and steeled her breast To crush the hearts that robbed her own of rest.
