Summer waned.Already the beech-wood began to turn red,and the little yellow autumn flowers to show themselves all over the common,while in the midst of them looked up the large purple eye of the ground-thistle.The mornings grew hazy and dewy.We ceased to take Muriel out with us in our slow walk along John's favourite "terrace"before any one else was stirring.Her father at first missed her sorely,but always kept repeating that "early walks were not good for children."At last he gave up the walk altogether,and used to sit with her on his knee in front of the cottage till breakfast-time.
After that,saying with a kind of jealousy "that every one of us had more of his little daughter than he,"he got into a habit of fetching her down to the mill every day at noon,and carrying her about in his arms,wherever he went,during the rest of his work.
Many a time I have seen the rough,coarse,blue-handed,blue-pinafored women of the mill stop and look wistfully after "master and little blind miss."I often think that the quiet way in which the Enderley mill people took the introduction of machinery,and the peaceableness with which they watched for weeks the setting up of the steam-engine,was partly owing to their strong impression of Mr.Halifax's goodness as a father,and the vague,almost superstitious interest which attached to the pale,sweet face of Muriel.
Enderley was growing dreary,and we began to anticipate the cosy fireside of Longfield.
"The children will all go home looking better than they came;do you not think so,Uncle Phineas?--especially Muriel?"To that sentence I had to answer with a vague assent;after which Iwas fain to rise and walk away,thinking how blind love was--all love save mine,which had a gift for seeing the saddest side of things.
When I came back,I found the mother and daughter talking mysteriously apart.I guessed what it was about,for I had overheard Ursula saying they had better tell the child--it would be "something for her to look forward to--something to amuse her next winter.""It is a great secret,mind,"the mother whispered,after its communication.
"Oh,yes!"The tiny face,smaller than ever,I thought,flushed brightly."But I would much rather have a little sister,if you please.Only"--and the child suddenly grew earnest--"will she be like me?""Possibly;sisters often are alike."
"No,I don't mean that;but--you know?"And Muriel touched her own eyes.
"I cannot tell,my daughter.In all things else,pray God she may be like you,Muriel,my darling--my child of peace!"said Ursula,embracing her with tears.
After this confidence,of which Muriel was very proud,and only condescended,upon gaining express permission,to re-confide it to me,she talked incessantly of the sister that was coming,until "little Maud"--the name she chose for her--became an absolute entity in the household.
The dignity and glory of being sole depositary of this momentous fact,seemed for a time to put new life--bright human life--into this little maid of eleven years old.She grew quite womanly,as it were;tried to help her mother in a thousand little ways,and especially by her own solitary branch of feminine industry--poor darling!She set on a pair of the daintiest elfin socks that ever were knitted.Ifound them,years after--one finished,one with the needles (all rusty)stuck through the fine worsted ball,just as the child had laid it out of her hand.Ah,Muriel,Muriel!
The father took great delight in this change,in her resuming her simple work,and going about constantly with her mother.
"What a comfort she will be to Ursula one day--an eldest daughter always is.So will she:will she not,Uncle Phineas?"I smiled assentingly.Alas!his burthens were heavy enough!I think I did right to smile.
"We must take her down with us to see the steam-engine first worked.
I wish Ursula would have gone home without waiting for to-morrow.
But there is no fear--my men are so quiet and good-humoured.What in most mills has been a day of outrage and dread,is with us quite a festival.Boys,shall you like to come?Edwin,my practical lad,my lad that is to carry on the mills--will you promise to hold fast by Uncle Phineas,if I let you see the steam-engine work?"Edwin lifted up from his slate bright,penetrating eyes.He was quite an old man in his ways--wise even from his babyhood,and quiet even when Guy snubbed him;but,I noticed,he did not come to "kiss and make friends"so soon as Guy.And though Guy was much the naughtiest,we all loved him best.Poor Guy!he had the frankest,warmest,tenderest boy-heart,always struggling to be good,and never able to accomplish it.
"Father,"cried Guy,"I want to see the steam-engine move,but I'll not be a baby like Edwin;I'll not hold Uncle Phineas'hand."Hereupon ensued one of those summer storms which sometimes swept across the family horizon,in the midst of which Muriel and I stole out into the empty church,where,almost in the dark--which was no dark to her--for a long hour she sat and played.By and by the moon looked in,showing the great gilt pipes of the organ,and the little fairy figure sitting below.
Once or twice she stooped from the organ-loft to ask me where was Brother Anselmo,who usually met us in the church of evenings,and whom to-night--this last night before the general household moved back to Longfield--we had fully expected.
At last he came,sat down by me,and listened.She was playing a fragment of one of his Catholic masses.When it ended,he called "Muriel!"Her soft,glad answer came down from the gallery.
"Child,play the 'Miserere'I taught you."
She obeyed,making the organ wail like a tormented soul.Truly,no tales I ever heard of young Wesley and the infant Mozart ever surpassed the wonderful playing of our blind child.
