Gerard at this period bade fair to succumb.But the other side had a horrible ally in Catherine, senior.This good-hearted but uneducated woman could not, like her daughter, act quietly and firmly: still less could she act upon a plan.She irritated Gerard at times, and so helped him; for anger is a great sustainer of the courage: at others she turned round in a moment and made onslaughts on her own forces.To take a single instance out of many: one day that they were all at home, Catherine and all, Cornelis said: "Our Gerard wed Margaret Brandt? Why, it is hunger marrying thirst.""And what will it be when you marry?" cried Catherine."Gerard can paint, Gerard can write, but what can you do to keep a woman, ye lazy loon? Nought but wait for your father's shoon.Oh we can see why you and Sybrandt would not have the poor boy to marry.You are afraid he will come to us for a share of our substance.And say that he does, and say that we give it him, it isn't yourn we part from, and mayhap never will be."On these occasions Gerard smiled slily, and picked up heart, and temporary confusion fell on Catherine's unfortunate allies.But at last, after more than six months of irritation, came the climax.
The father told the son before the whole family he had ordered the burgomaster to imprison him in the Stadthouse rather than let him marry Margaret.Gerard turned pale with anger at this, but by a great effort held his peace.His father went on to say, "And a priest you shall be before the year is out, nilly-willy.""Is it so?" cried Gerard."Then, hear me, all.By God and St.
Bavon I swear I will never be a priest while Margaret lives.Since force is to decide it, and not love and duty, try force, father;but force shall not serve you, for the day I see the burgomaster come for me, I leave Tergou for ever, and Holland too, and my father's house, where it seems I have been valued all these years, not for myself, but for what is to be got out of me."And he flung out of the room white with anger and desperation.
"There!" cried Catherine, "that comes of driving young folks too hard.But men are crueller than tigers, even to their own flesh and blood.Now, Heaven forbid he should ever leave us, married or single."As Gerard came out of the house, his cheeks pale and his heart panting, he met Reicht Heynes: she had a message for him: Margaret Van Eyck desired to see him.He found the old lady seated grim as a judge.She wasted no time in preliminaries, but inquired coldly why he had not visited her of late: before he could answer, she said in a sarcastic tone, "I thought we had been friends, young sir."At this Gerard looked the picture of doubt and consternation.
"It is because you never told her you were in love," said Reicht Heynes, pitying his confusion.
"Silence, wench! Why should he tell us his affairs? We are not his friends: we have not deserved his confidence.""Alas! my second mother," said Gerard, "I did not dare to tell you my folly.""What folly? Is it folly to love?"
"I am told so every day of my life."
"You need not have been afraid to tell my mistress; she is always kind to true lovers.""Madam - Reicht I was afraid because I was told...""Well, you were told -?"
"That in your youth you scorned love, preferring art.""I did, boy; and what is the end of it? Behold me here a barren stock, while the women of my youth have a troop of children at their side, and grandchildren at their knee I gave up the sweet joys of wifehood and motherhood for what? For my dear brothers.
They have gone and left me long ago.For my art.It has all but left me too.I have the knowledge still, but what avails that when the hand trembles.No, Gerard; I look on you as my son.You are good, you are handsome, you are a painter, though not like some Ihave known.I will not let you throw your youth away as I did mine: you shall marry this Margaret.I have inquired, and she is a good daughter.Reicht here is a gossip.She has told me all about it.But that need not hinder you to tell me."Poor Gerard was overjoyed to be permitted to praise Margaret aloud, and to one who could understand what he loved in her.
Soon there were two pair of wet eyes over his story; and when the poor boy saw that, there ware three.
Women are creatures brimful of courage.Theirs is not exactly the same quality as manly courage; that would never do, hang it all;we should have to give up trampling on them.No; it is a vicarious courage.They never take part in a bull-fight by any chance; but it is remarked that they sit at one unshaken by those tremors and apprehensions for the combatants to which the male spectator-feebla-minded wretch! -is subject.Nothing can exceed the resolution with which they have been known to send forth men to battle: as some witty dog says, "Les femmes sont tres braves avec le peur d'autrui."By this trait Gerard now profited.Margaret and Reicht were agreed that a man should always take the bull by the horns.Gerard's only course was to marry Margaret Brandt off-hand; the old people would come to after a while, the deed once done.Whereas, the longer this misunderstanding continued on its present footing, the worse for all parties, especially for Gerard.
"See how pale and thin they have made him amongst them.""Indeed you are, Master Gerard," said Reicht."It makes a body sad to see a young man so wasted and worn.Mistress, when I met him in the street to-day, I had liked to have burst out crying: he was so changed.
"And I'll be bound the others keep their colour; ah, Reicht? such as it is.""Oh, I see no odds in them."
"Of course not.We painters are no match for boors.We are glass, they are stone.We can't stand the worry, worry, worry of little minds; and it is not for the good of mankind we should be exposed to it.It is hard enough, Heaven knows, to design and paint a masterpiece, without having gnats and flies stinging us to death into the bargain."Exasperated as Gerard was by his father's threat of violence, he listened to these friendly voices telling him the prudent course was rebellion.But though he listened, he was not convinced.
